salam.
pleasing te bo here coz i need to letting out everything that i feel inside.

deary sayang , am i too domineer to being in love within you?
if i do just let me know.
i dont want to be over-doing in our relationship.
i am trying to give and tkae.
i do know this conversation getting hard between us.
just dont be 'ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS!'
loving u makes me proud to be me.
coz i still have u to be someone who can guide me.
syukur Alhamdulillah.

Ya Allah, berikan lah hamba mu ini kekuatan .

as usual my activies :

6.30am : he woke me up + solat.

7.30am : take a bath + prepare to go for work.

8.45am : aiseyh , amek pas kereta la.today use my dad car!xde pas!

9.15am : smpai opis + having breakfast.

10.00am : my phone keep on silent + focus into my work.

1.50pm : lunch + solat.

2.30pm : my dad give a call! alamak ai, susa la nak settle insurance 3rd party ni!

2.45pm : starting back to do my work.aiyo too much work la!

5.30pm : solat + preparing for other works tomorrow.

6.30pm : balik laaaa...ape lagiii!

7.00pm : hommie! + having a called with my cousins , reminding for the next weekend to bring back my Syahmi Riyadh!

7.30pm : take bath + solat + reading Al-Quran.

8.30pm : on9! + having a lil bit prob in 'our' conversation.

9.00pm : updating my blog.


U know what people?
sometimes i feel down coz i cant improve myslef to better than before.
my scarcity is my distrust!
it keeps sorrow my feelings!
scared to be in this feelings!
confusing my mind!

just Allah knows my feeling.
missing him , my Syahmi Riyadh for always.
the one who i waiting to be with me until ever.
perhaps his childhood will get into a blissful life.
insyaAllah!

Al-Fatihah Emak.
289days losing u emak.

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