salam.
today 1st February 2010.
m still trying to be good mom to Riyadh.
still keep on waiting n counting a days to bring him back..
within him, the one who i loved.
theres 3 man in my new life, my Ayah, my Riyadh , my Siddiq.
who had makes me proud to be me.

as usual, wake up 6.30am,
thank you sayang for woke me up.
solat + rest + take a bath = prepare to go to work.
9am already at office.
having a breakfast with my collegue.
doin my job. my phone was on silent. netwrok prob!
cant received his sms!
oh, missed u that time sayang.
but i do missed my another sayang, my Riyadh.
cant wait to see him.
be patience , coolin down my feelings.
coz WINNERS NEVER QUIT ! quitters NEVER win !
pity of them , who always let me down !
keep on talking 'shit' bout me other relatives !

1pm having lunch + solat Zohor , heart beating missing Riyadh!

keep on praying . + solat Asar.

Ya Allah , please take a good care of my son.*really missed him*

insyallah i'll bring him back by this 13th of Feb.

6pm + going back + letting him know !

6.30pm already hommie! + take a bath + solat Maghrib + reading Al-Quran.

keep on praying may Allah bless evrything.insyaAllah!

on9! let him know everyting bout me .

sayang, thank you , never less for me to say fully thanks to you..

may Allah bless us ! insyaAllah !

PAIN IS TEMPORARY , QUITTING LASTS FOREVER !

to my sayang,
once again,
i do apoligized coz m not good enough for u sayang..
i cant be the perfect as everybody want into their life.

syukur alhamdulillah,
do grateful,
fully thanks for accepting me to be someone that u loved.

Alhamdulillah.
for everything ..



i am trying to be someone and be the one that u'll never regreted!
insyaAllah!

Al-Fatihah arwah emak.
wish 'her' can feel my happiness with both of them.

may Allah bless my son, us and our family sayang!

loving you with all of my heart.
thank you for being mine.

wassalam.

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